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Don't thank Jesus, thank Jerry Lee Lewis.
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- About Me:
- Self-description:
Self-actualization; I don't think I've ever actually figured out anything about myself. Never one moment. Never one revelation. No light bulbs like in cartoons. Id like to think I've learned some things. I actually think it's easier to actualize someone else. You don't have a predisposition, a bias. He doesn't love me. I learned that tonight when He answered the door. "Hi," "Hi." I brought Him a flower. "I thought I'd stop by to see how you were doing." "I'm doing all right. Got a lot of work done today." I stood framed in the awkward metal door, He stood five feet away. It's a complete disregard of friendship. He forgets we are friends because I am no longer a friend, but a friend who is interested, which nullifies the first part I guess. I didn't know what to think on my walk home. I didn't even know if I was upset or not. Just another failure, another wasn't meant to be? I don't know. Am I upset because He doesn't like me, or am I upset because someone doesn't like me? Because theres never a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and the rainbow gets steeper, and the colors get darker and duller, and that fucking leprechaun wont stop pestering me to buy his damn cereal. My mind wanders. I don't know what I'm to think. Well, see, books and movies tell me I'm supposed to be upset, and I am, I know that, but who gets the credit, this guy or Humphrey Bogart, Clark Gable, and Jimmy Stewart? The real loves and losses in my life. See I think I know who I'm supposed to be and I cant actually be who I am if I'm trying to be myself. Thus negating self-actualization via a predisposition, a bias.
"She had too much class, lower middle class."
- Website:
- http://spacegodzilla.wordpress.com
- Age:
- 20
- How long have you been blogging:
- a few hours.
- Fill in the blank: "People who like _________ will love my blog!"
- Movies, reading, public transit mishaps, accordions, Frankenstein, mustaches, coffee addictions, the beat generation, rants, vulgarity, being drunk in public.
- What makes you different from other bloggers?
- J'suis les enfant la pantalon de ski.
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