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- Where do you live:
- east coast
- Relationship Status:
- Single
- About Me:
- For as long as it takes, I am going to re-examine all of my old journals, one at a time, to see what I can remember. To see what I was really talking about. To see what has changed...and what hasn't. Finally, after YEARS, I seem to have crawled out from under my clinical, pendulating from major to chronic mild depression. This may not last, so while I actually find myself in possession of enough energy to do things other than ideate self-annihilation and dream of the days when I will do my dishes in a timely and consistent fashion, I'd better spend some time figuring out in more concrete terms what my authentic life is--and how to get to it.
- Age:
- 27
- How long have you been blogging:
- too long to count...but this current one's on the new side
- Fill in the blank: "People who like _________ will love my blog!"
- "finding" themselves
introspection
wasting time
thinking too much
overcoming depression
reliving good times
life
- What makes you different from other bloggers?
- not much, but I'm still awesome!
Jack Hall/ He is so small (Thurs, Mar 4, 10)
What got me jazzed about this project was realizing that I need to figure out how to live "authentically" before it's too late. When is too late? I suspect a self-expiry is when it's too late. I don't take that lightly: it's been a serious issue numerous times. I've never actually made an attempt, though, out of fear—the same fear that's stopped me from doing just about anything in life, bad and good.
Just before (finally! But we'll get to that later) graduating college, I broke down and lost my shit. Again. While in college. Again. I managed to still graduate (by the graces of some very understanding professors) and came away with a degree and yet another crack in my already-fragile person.
It's only been in this last month or so that I've really started to believe that things can actually be different. That I can fill in some of those cracks. That I won't have to kill myself because my brain hates me and my soul is polluted. Of course, even in the midst of this awakening, I have had several glimpses into my old ways, which just makes it even more apparent that I need to get crackin' on this authentic business. But what the fuck does it even mean?
Just before (finally! But we'll get to that later) graduating college, I broke down and lost my shit. Again. While in college. Again. I managed to still graduate (by the graces of some very understanding professors) and came away with a degree and yet another crack in my already-fragile person.
It's only been in this last month or so that I've really started to believe that things can actually be different. That I can fill in some of those cracks. That I won't have to kill myself because my brain hates me and my soul is polluted. Of course, even in the midst of this awakening, I have had several glimpses into my old ways, which just makes it even more apparent that I need to get crackin' on this authentic business. But what the fuck does it even mean?
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