I am feeling dissatisfied, discontented, disenchanted, irked, unfulfilled...restless. I can't seem to shake this feeling today. Oddly enough a friend of mine was feeling a bit like this jut the other day. Is it the in between stage of the seasons, the end of summer but not quite the beginning of fall. Maybe, who knows. Whatever it is I don't like it. I want to get out, get away... Get in my car, turn on the stereo and just drive away. I need some time alone, no one but me. Just drive aimlessly where ever I want to go with out wanting to go anywhere specifically. Just drive down a deserted road with lots of space. I'm feeling confined. I need to drive but I can't just go and get in my car any longer. I can't just walk out the door, get in the car and go. I don't regret this in anyway but today I really would like a break and a little assistance so that I could just go out on my own and forget who I am for a couple of hours. I want nothing but me, my car and the open road with the music playing and lots of wide open spaces. A breath of fresh air and the relaxation of a drive to the middle of no where with no one to hold me back or anything to remind me that I am dissatisfied.
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