"Be More..."

     I got invited to celebrate a birthday party with a close friend of mine, we scheduled to go see one of his favorite bands perform like we did last year. A part of me still felt like my old self where I didn't want to be bothered by any social environment and just stay home in my comfort zone. 

     I don't know if my content is getting stale or am I still struggling/getting better with dealing with these issues. I wrote blogs like this before but since I am still dealing with this I guess it warrants me to still write about it. I just want to get to a point in my life where I want to do something completely out of character and what I mean by that is do something that's completely out of my normal routine, to break the cycle. 
Have you ever saw yourself more than what you put on. For example, if you consider yourself a shy person but you see yourself being confident in the most social situations but your just not there yet. Well, that's how I fell at times. To be that person I always wanted to be but am reluctant/hesitant at times because myself is in the way. 

     So I created a social goal for myself. I would dance to the music even if it's by myself and I will try to ask a girl to dance with me. Well to make a long story short I did complete one of the 2 goals and guess which one. I dance to the music by myself but I felt reluctant at times to ask someone because I didn't know if they came with someone already or I was just too shy to find out for my damn self but it's a start to something so promising. It was so out of character that I was dancing to the music that one of the friends we went with took a picture of me. It's all a working progress. Good luck on your journey...

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