Stream of (random) consciousness

Sometimes, I wonder just what exactly I think about. Seriously, is it that important that my mind be zooming from one topic to the next, like an ADD child without his riddilin? Maybe I am ADD... Who knows. All I know is that my mind never seems to shut down; Ever the active life source of my worst fears and dumbest ideas. Occassionally a brilliant thought falls out of the muck, but not as often as one would hope. I wonder if other people think the way I do, or see the things I see. Is it possible to ever turn my mind off? Even in my sleep, my dreams send me spinning off into another direction of oblivion, only to leave me wondering during waking hours whether it has some merit.
What if astronauts never really touched down on the moon and it was the ultimate government facade? Shouldn't I be doing my Geology? No, maybe my biology... No, not that either. I'm the worlds worst procrastinator. Don't beat yourself up over your crappy quarter at school. You could have done so much more! Does school even really matter much? I mean after all, we are just animals, aren't we? I'd rather be outside anyways. What if the end of the world really does come and I spent all of my time in a damn classroom when I should have been traveling? Are student loans really worth the headache? I could have been in Berlin learning german first hand with all the money I spent on 3 quarters of deutsche klasse. And why am I even thinking about about guys? School should be first, but I like him alot. I need a better job. I feel guilty for not riding my horses this week. Why do I work someone else's horse when I have 4 of my own? I love that stupid horse, too! Buddy... I miss him. I need to go to the gym. I haven't been in 3 months. Not that I am fat, but I've definitely lost tone. I wonder if I am supposed to clean stalls at the barn tomorrow?
Looks like geology wins...