The thing about relationships...

Those relationships-- they're really tough! My Mr. and I, we've been together for a little over 3 years. And since it's conception, thanks to blogging, it's always been a pretty public relationship. I wrote about our intimacy, the sex, the good the bad, the drama and melodrama. I never really cared because once more, it was helpful to get many "unbaised" opinions.

When I opened sakiwrotewhat.com I stopped sharing because of the audience I was targeting. And now I just don't think I could ever get that personal because all the people I have networked with also know him and I'd never like for them to think negatively of my boyfriend. But now I have this and my question is: how does one deal with the possible end of a public relationship? I'm a twitter whore who can't quite write "it's over, maybe?" without many replies. Or post about my pain on my flickr page. And how will I respond when OUR friends ask where he is? I don't want to deal with those looks and I don't want to paint and ugly picture-- because there never really was an ugly picture to begin with, just a conflict in goals. How does cope with the possibilities of the end?