Every time I come home from an amazing weekend in Toronto, I feel lonely and sad. I come here and know I have people that say I'm their friend, but put no effort and energy into a friendship. I hear of people going out, and I'm not being called. I know it shouldn't bother me, but it does. I know there is meant to be work in friendships, but the ones here almost feel lost cause.
I have constant text messages back and fourth to all my girl friends in Canada. Putting an effort into friendships like that means a lot. I know I'm not going to see them often anymore, and it makes me so sad, but I know that when I do get to see them it will be one awesome time. Not sure what I'm trying to say or get to, I just wish people who say they are my friend, actually acted like it.
I've gone through way too much shit and drama with friends in the past, and now that I am twenty something all the drama is just childish and a waste of time.. and again.. very high school. I have been so done high school since before I even started going. What makes me want to go back to all that drama now? No. If you want to be my friend, be nice - not shady. Make an effort - don't avoid me. If you have a problem with me - talk to me, not your other friend to talk to me. Oh, of course you have to be awesome too ((in my eyes)) Not too hard. Anyone up for the challenge?
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