What is all this randomness?

So the month of January has served to be a month of randomness...random bills, random incidents, random money loss and at first I was freaking out and totally associated it with my laziness on Dec 31 and starting the new year with a disorganized (and messy) house but right now I am so over it. I going to pick a few bills to pay and tell the rest to hit the deck. I decided I don't feel like being sick anymore so I put away the medicine and I decided I am going to do what I feel while I can because I have the rest of my life to regret it (or not). I mean, really, in the end, does it really matter? Not so much...