Who wants to turn 20????????????

It has been three years since I have turned twenty. Being 18 was the difficult milestone of my life. I never wanted to turn 18. It was like your life is slipping away from your hands and you can not do anything. But, turning twenty was even worse. Specially, when I had come out of college at 21. Earning money was the most important goal of life. I had understood by then that the importance of person is in direct proportion to the money he earns. But, I left the job and joined masters and now I am struggling to finish it. It quite often appears to me as if I had taken wrong decision by choosing study over job. I probably never understood what should I do. Really, turning twenty and three has turned my life upside down. I wish I could correct it all. I wish I could still go to my undergrad and lead a carefree life. No responsibility and no commitments. Worse still, my parents are after me for marriage. These days, I even dream of getting married. Last night only such a nightmare marred my sleep. God, turning twenty was horrible.

How did turning twenty affect you all..........By the way, I sound like the most frustrated person on Earth. Well, that is not true. I am just frustrated over my studies these days and due to the placement season going on.......Placements can be really strenuous. I understood it now. In my undergrads, I was really cool but now, its like whole will get messed up or made up because of it.

How did your life get affected when you all turned twenty?