Hi lydia..! congratulation for your blog nomination..
bout your status, I feel the same way too when i was graduated, but in the end, I choose to work as lecturer assistant while I'm preparing to attain graduate study.. good luck!
I don't know that much but try changing the template in the edit layout option. Maybe a different layout would fix it...
If not, try the 20sb chat (on the right bottom of this site)! I'm sure someone there can help you!